Filed under: new experience
Hey guys,
I haven’t been posting much due to the fact that I have had so much to do. For the past month (or maybe even more, my memory is being dodgy), I have been:
1) Preparing and sitting for my guitar exam. I was only notified two weeks before the exam. I don’t know if I’ll pass omg.
2) Preparing (well, not really, but I think about it alot, if that counts) for a dance performance. I probably did screw up on stage, but I think I performed above my own expectations 
3) Thinking about my studies.
4) Finishing assignments.
5) Going out with friends.
6) Spending time with my brother from another mother (extremely important!).
I’m having two papers from my ADP subjects next week. A couple of weeks after that would be my B. Psych finals.
I’ve learned a lot during the course of this semester. I’ve learned to open up my mind, broaden my worldview, and have certainly matured more as a person. Although it has been challenging taking up these combination of subjects, but it’s really enriching to be able to learn so much in such a limited amount of time. I might not be able to maintain my CGPA, but it has been a wonderful experience 
. I never knew formal education would have this impact on me.
Well, it has been a semester full of ups and downs (plus a fair share of alcohol) both academically and personally. I’m glad that I did not take the easy way out.
The blog would not be as active till this is all over. Good night folks.
Filed under: The Game.
Filed under: hormonal imbalance
Today I am sad.
A while back, I did not know Choice. I persevered through everyday life knowing well that the next day would be the same.
The day when peer pressure got the best of me, I persevered.
The day I got my heart broken, I persevered.
The day I realized that my dreams were too big for me, I persevered.
When sometimes things get too hard to handle, I persevered.
However, my perseverance took me nowhere, as the next day would again be a day of perseverance.
It was then I discovered Choice.
There are times when it seems like I am left with no choice, that the cosmos had it all laid out for me- a plan for my life.
But did I actually consider actions that seemed counter-intuitive, or choices that are seemingly impossible? When all odds are against me, was I really left with no choice?
I now know that I have found a great tool in life – Choice.
Choice opened my eyes to the many possibilities of how I should live my life. There is always Choice, it is just that I did not take it seriously.
When we are stuck in a rut, when it seems like there is nothing else to do but to give up, when you are at a tipping point- just know that Choice is always by your side.
Knowing that I have Choice made me a better person.
Today I am sad, but Choice gave me the keys to my life.
Filed under: hormonal imbalance
